Happy 1st Birthday Vicky-dee
First of all i’d like to apologise for my absence from Tumblr. I kept saying that i’ll be back, ever since the beginning of the year, but i never came back. It is no means that i lost interest at all in Shinhwa, but rather i lost interest in Tumblr. i know some of you are going “WHAT!?! How could you ever get sick and tired of Tumblr?” but honestly i have. I’ve pretty much lost momentum to write posts and even to reblog these days (but i think it’s more because there isn’t much happening these days). But also i’ve been really busy with uni, and surprisingly i haven’t been procrastinating much by watching random/old videos of Shinhwa (which i usually got my inspiration from).
Shinhwa is still part of my daily life. I fall asleep to their music on most nights and when i’m going to/from uni it’s usually the Shinhwa playlist. I sometimes wonder why do i bother updating my music when i won’t even listen to it. And now that i’ve got my own car, and i can connect the audio to my phone, it’ll be Shinhwa rather than the radio. There’s just that quality which has in fact not made me sick of any of their songs, if not made me love even more of their songs.
Like i’ve mentioned previously, my love for Shinhwa has been well over a year now, and the fact that i’ve never really been dedicated to a group as much as Shinhwa really makes me wonder if i will actually like any other group as much as i like them. It actually breaks my heart now thinking that one day i might be living my life without Shinhwa, and i really hope that they are still around even if it means waiting for 1 album every 2/3 years. I hope i will continue to like Eusha! Eusha! and dance around to it with my kids when i’m 50 years old. I don’t usually think about the future but i see Shinhwa in my future.
But back to things, From my original intention of my Tumblr being a place for me to post pictures about my nails and other random posts, to introducing Shinhwa as a thing i like, i got my first follower which i never intended on getting. Though to some i might have a low “followers” count, but to me i’m so thankful for everyone that i know has read if not seen something of mine. And once again i’d like to thank each and everyone for you. ♥
I do actually miss Tumblr but as of now, i don’t think i’ll be able to come back.
I’ll see you soon.